Peace before war and vice versa;
because life is a raffle,
tomorrow may be the end of the world
and because you don’t know what is going to happen
I would like to tell you—
don’t expect anything from life.

la vida es una puta que pagas con tu cuerpo

az me muz ken men

after friends
have gone home
and I’m in my downy
pillow pile
alone
with de Sade
or Bataille
in morning light
I think after
twenty nine years
I’m closer now
than ever
to my God
on high
and when I make
a judgement call
I typically
am right

9 hours sleep in the last 3 days and hope springs eternal and life is beautiful.

forever is a long time.

skin, mouth, rope, and chain
to summon fey
they must be called
aloud three times
by name

This is the process for getting any kind of meaningful work done—plumb yourself hard and thoroughly; engage in as much sensory deprivation as you can. This will winnow down all your illusions and bring you to absolute clarity about what sort of ectomies need to be done for your words, yourself, demons, spirits, God.

Go forward! Have fun!
There is levity that abounds
because nothing is permitted
and everything is allowed.

sundown in the pasture of the lambs of God